Friday, December 14, 2007

4th anniversary

hiii
whats past has past n we must take evryday as it comes ryte?
stay n think positive like dis>> >.<++++++++
kekke
d other day i was rili sad over wat had happened
but it turned out good in d end..
like wat my good books owayz sumhow seem to say
whenever 1 window closes another opens
meaning be POSITIVE minded n u mite juz be able to cheer urself up knowing dere's owayz another way...
it turned out rili well 4 me
i tot we were over n in d mrning we were no longer a couple but a broken pair
evrything seemed gloomy as i stared at my glow in d dark star-ed ceiling
tears dripping down my face
thinking dat oh what d hell..
mite as well off my phone n wait 4 d bad news in d mrning
i tried to get sum sleep but all d while it juz haunted my mind n i was restless
all i wanted was to sit in d dark n weep my heart out
den i tot i wud haf a little chat vf my bestie...
kamkooi poh but it turns out she was having guitar lessons
wah lau weiiii
but nahh guitar aint me...drums on d other hand..but ahemx..
den i saw.....
37 missed calls by Richie Yang.
omg...
suddenly my hp went ringing thru d nite again
n i picked up....
after dat me n him had a looooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggggggggg
discussing
n i realised i was wrong...
he does k 4 me..
he does love me..
n now i noe he trusts me...
n dats d best i cud ever asked for...
muax...
n now we juz celebrated our 4th month ANNIVERSARY yesterday on d 13th of december 07'
juz wan eu to noe..
i'm glad we made it thru
thru every thing n no matter wat i hope we be together..
i love you...

Sunday, December 9, 2007

All d love n 4 wat?

hey...
i cant believe it...
i'm so heart broken now...
evry minute i spent with dat person..
evry minute i tink of him...
all d love i haf 4 him...
n 4 wat?
i dont even earn his trust..
we've been together i muz say not too long..
a couple of months
but i tot at least he wud have d same feeling...
but nope..
i'm not even trusted by him
n he calls me his laopo
his gf..
rili mah?
cuz i seriusly dont think so ryte now.
n we are supposed to last 4ever?
i gess dat was juz sum stupid dream i had
cuz it was never ever going to happen
u said u'll be the one for me..
to make me happy.
are u really the one?
the times u scarred my heart with your words..
so painful yet when u ask for forgiveness i forgive u evrytime.
how could i not see all dis?
i hate myself