Monday, March 24, 2008

A long overdue bloggie!~

hii!~
ahemx..
so sorryyyy for the long overdued bloggie dat i was suppose to have update a long mucho long time ago..and like owayz lots had happened n prepare yourself for a mucho mucho long blogg dat vl make u whacked up and most probably hurl if u cant stand reading for too long..oh well..
starting vf 1st im glad to let ya'll noe dat in my present skul i m actually quite happy even tho of cuz i miss my old sku n besties loads n loads..(oh yea..will come n visit u guys soon i promise!~)
but now i haf my new mates which r oso in my class n we have fun times together n go crazy laughing over small matters...
*samantha yeap
~will laugh at anything n i vl end up laughing at how she laughs.she loves playing around vf vania and i never failed to be amused..pretty much the girl with lots of fun to be with n oh yea...she has her schedule 4 peeing.
*vania wong
~laugh alot n turns red like khai li..my matie who went vf me to prefects camp!!!!n i can say dat she is just like wei wei n extremely hard to wake up..full of expressions and can make sumone laugh nonstop..can tie a ribbon for half an hour and luks cute vf her hair standing up..keke..n bout d prefects camp thing..me n vania went to dis doriani homestay camp thing n i regret even going dere..as i could haf spent time studying for the exam just ryte after my camp..(i noe..stupid skul planning huh?)dere i took many pics vf my vania n recorded many videos too n me n my frens spent d camp dere having fun n competitions btween each other n i got my pet horsey dere too!quite okaylar except got dis camp guy hu oways kacau me n den got disgusting eels n mosquitoes as well..haiz..but i still like miss my parents angkat as i learned to eat cockles single handedly..n i miss my fluffy chick dere!!!!!!!!had an experience vf vania wich i vl never forget especially her moonwalk n michael jackson moves..haha
*suvitha
~our very own suvi baby who also seems to find alot of things to laugh n in d end find out d joke's on her but she's loads of fun.oways says she hates us as we love joking bout her seeing as she is d oni indian in d group of chinese but luckily she is rili open minded n wont mind..
*yi lin
~moody at times n yet very ''loving'' towards u at another moment...has big big eyes which r suppose to be scary but becuz she's laughing most of d time i aint scared of her anymore..kekeke
*jun wu
~called sew jun by cik haalizan..major brainiac in 4sc1.he's rilli frenly too as i still remember he was d one hu welcomed me to dis sku when we had to intro ourselves in eng class in front.was my pbsm buddy hu spent d afternun getting dark with me under d hot sun n plucking kevin kang's uban n he's oso a good shield to protect me from getting drenched with ice n water 4rm dat kevin kang!!!!dis had past but just to fill u guys in me n a couple of my frens went to dis bola sepak thing as pbsm n we oni got a miserable 5 bucks after dat scorching n burning day!!!not worth it.n never m i going dere ever again..sum of d football coaches for example confucian are so harsh mann...hmmm but got to see lots of football techniques n stuff..had a fun day too as i got to be like an important person dere rushing about with the muscle cramp spray thing..
*siew shan
~my quiet partner sitting beside me..very smart in maths n dats y i oways ask her help..used to be very very silent i tot she couldnt speak n was shocked when she spoke to me for the 1st time.super thin n makes me so jelez...arghhh
*kevin kang
~d bangau of mine.lots of uban to pluck n blives in d myth dat if u pluck a white hair out u grow 7 more wich is absurd..makes me laugh during prefect duty..nice guy but can talk bout maple 4 2 days non stop..
*afiqah
~studious gurl n helps me in malay lessons.very frenly too.
*sher leen
~pretty gurl with my target weight.lolx..d very si man type i noe i cud never ever be n wich i noe my mum n sis wud love..too bad guys..me m just d loud type..hahahha..
and d many more me m sorry but too little space n time to write..sorry if i missed ya!~
now me n my frens r prefects in smk datok lokman n vl be ditabalkan in june..hopefully evrything goes perfectly till den.as me n vania suffered camp n after dat we went for an interview with mr zahan..
n now wats happening in my class is d coming up of d choral speaking which yours truly WROTE!!!!
wakakak
tho in my old sku evryone wud get pumped up for this in my new sku however is a total turnover..even my classmates arent dat enthusiastic over it n sum even hated me for writing d script..heyy...dont hate me..im just the writer u noe..even if i didnt write it teacher wud haf found one n made us do it anyway as we r representing d sku.but hu k's bout dem.me n my main maties r excited over this n tho there isnt rilli much cooperation we mite juz make it thru!~god's willing..
n so today after sku i went shopping vf dad to but d choral speaking outfit wich was juz a white long sleeved shirt n a black skirt.luks quite cute.n soon after dis i can even wear dat long sleeve shirt to sku too..kekek.
n me n my little group just finished our moral project wich was s most awful ting 4 me..we had to gotong royong dis taman n tpically my fren had to pick d taman in front of the bio lab where they burry all the specimens of dead frogs n mouse n god noes whats under dere..n i got bitten by thousands of mosquitoes!!!!!n its not funny people!i had 20++ bites n thank gawd i dun haf denggi ryte now...urgh..im glad dat's over.n now we haf our bm project again cming up n im ketua again..hmmm..my frens say im too rajin tho i dun think so...i mean i sleep all d time..seriusly..ask my boyfren..he'll agree totally seeing as i neglect him all d time just sleeping..poor poor ting..but me haf a new like goal to reach n it doesnt include much sleeping so rejoice yea!~
ahemx now we go way back to d hols where we finally had a TBC gathering!!!~~~~
finally met sin shi after a long long time but i must say im pretty much ashamed of how i acted towars her simply cuz of her new bf wich turns out to be thong kar keong as in pui yee's ex boyfren..even tho he has no relation to me (thank gawd amen)but duno y like i dun rili like him at all..(sorry sin shi!!!!)its juz my feelings..n amanda n kkm wud noe wat i call him but shhhhhh...say no evil my frens..keke but anyway dat day we went to cheong k even tho no one rili was in d mood n den we went gai gai n den we went to pavillion..sadly manda din join us if not it wud be perfect..so badla amanda see pui teng!!!!next time haf to drag her dere jor..went to dis restaurant called wong kok char chan teng or sth lidat n had a chocolate fondue..mucho delicious baby!!!yummy..must go bek 4 more...den cam whore vf my frens in d restaurant n wei wei was laughing so so loud like usual dat evryone was staring at us..oh well we r used to dat n like usual after evry meal,TBC's tradition was to make our own dish using d things we ate making it as disgusting as possible..hehe
den went to forever 21 a hip clothes shop n tried on clothes n took pictures in d dressing room..(girls vl be girls..)n omg i found 2 tops which i tried on to be totally nice on me but wen i wanted to buy it....@.@
one cost rm79 another cost rm118. ahemx..back to the clothes line dey go!but wei wei bought a yellow top wich was quite nice n oh ya b4 dat me,mich n wei wei went to dis clothes store in ts n each of us bought a shirt..wei wei wanted to get a shirt wich said no bra but instead opt for one dat said hug me.which was better i suppose..michelle bought one which simply said....UNDERWEAR.n mine was d most sensible of all..a white shirt with articles on it which i fell in love at d 1st sight...
lastly another significant even was me n pui yee invited to wei wei's hse for breakfast..1st time for both of us n together we cooked breakfast n managed to produce...
fried eggs..
13 cm sausages..
mushroom potage campbell soup..
wedges(for them oni..if u cud haf seen wat wei wei did to them by soaking d bag of wedges in water..eew..)
n bread vf chili tuna(made by me!!!)
but all in all it was quite a good meal between besties n after dat we went to pui yee's hse n den went to ts where wei wei bought a playboy shirt n a rain droplet jacket n i bought a popobe white shirt n pui yee bought a photograph white shirt..after dat we went back to py's hse n all of us were juz trying on each other's clothes which was quite funny as we were all comparing n den posing in d mirror..hehe
n dats all for this looooooooooooooooooongggggggggggg
bloggie..untill my next overdue bloggie vf loads of events shall i write people!~sorry but me m just too busy n lazy ahem ahem
love ya folks!~
signing offfff
^^v

Thursday, March 13, 2008

d day of immense torture

7 months n its all gone...
me living d singleton life now again..
yea..juz broke up with my ex..haiz..
y does it hurt so much?
y does d tears haf to fall?
y?
yyyyyyy?????????????????
todays our 7th anniversary n yet it is today we broke up
dis mrning he alredi told me he had a nitemare we were going to break up n now its done...
my heart is juz scattered into pieces i blive no one can patch up again..
but im not going to do anything stupid like d time b4 pmr..instead i'll try to be brave instead
altho d feeling is uncontrollable..
sometimes i tink i really have to live my life..cant keep holding on to something that keeps tearing me inside n ripping my heart into pieces..is this what u wud call love?when love suppose to give u a sense of security n keep n safe n warm?or am i the one just having the worst luck in love that all i deserve is a bleeding heart??maybe just maybe in the far far future god might bless me with someone that truly cares n loves me for hu i am n not cause im not perfect.
torture..