All d love n 4 wat?

hey...

i cant believe it...

i'm so heart broken now...

evry minute i spent with dat person..

evry minute i tink of him...

all d love i haf 4 him...

n 4 wat?

i dont even earn his trust..

we've been together i muz say not too long..

a couple of months

but i tot at least he wud have d same feeling...

but nope..

i'm not even trusted by him

n he calls me his laopo

his gf..

rili mah?

cuz i seriusly dont think so ryte now.

n we are supposed to last 4ever?

i gess dat was juz sum stupid dream i had

cuz it was never ever going to happen

u said u'll be the one for me..

to make me happy.

are u really the one?

the times u scarred my heart with your words..

so painful yet when u ask for forgiveness i forgive u evrytime.

how could i not see all dis?

i hate myself