Vday turn Dday

hey..

okay no i did not spend the whole valentines sobbing like a burst dam over a guy as what most of u including my eng teacher in tution thinks..

nah..

i dont cry for guys anymore cause i figured it aint worth it

though i did like what my cute bio teacher said..

GOD made a woman out of a man's ribs so a man's ribs is actually incomplete on one side n so a guy must find a gurl who has the exact rib from him to ensure both couples stay happily forever..

cool huh?
though it did make me ponder on how if my perfect guy lives like in the amazon?

giant anaconda wrestling hulk of a guy swinging from trees..uh huh..fetching.very.NOT.

but i aint jokin any further,

sometimes i just cant take it anymore like that day..

over a simple question with so many hidden meanings n i burst down into tears.

'aren't u angry at ur father?'

i dont know who to believe..

n that was it.

i just dont get why jies spm exam was so much more important than mine..

when she was having her exams u called dad back so jie could concentrate n not worrying bout any other family matters..ever thought bout me???

u lay the pressure on me because jie always rebel against u..

dont u know im having my exam this year too?

n one 2 days after valentines too..

u expect me to do well but whenever i try to study u never stop with dad..

over that question n answer u barged in a few times to tell me how dumb i was if i saw dad as an angel..i NEVER said that.n i NEVER said who i supported in this matter..

n u shud noe im on ur side on how i never rebelled to let u pour out whatever pains u in ur heart..

well,im not going to blame anyone.but if ur expecting great results from me this time dont..

days have i spent just weeping n u still stayed mad at me...but i will keep to my word nevertheless to make u proud in my 2nd intervensi n diagnostik exam for SPM..

if ur reading this...

know that i have feelings too..know that i may appear tough,laughing loudly on the outside but deep inside im troubled by our family matters too..know that im just as weak n the countless nights ive spent sobbing into the pillow just makes u wonder exactly how badly im affected by it all..but always noe that im on ur side never to leave u alone to face it all n that i love u just as much as u love n care for me...

thanks to bear n nerdie for the roses..sweet of ya to think of me during vday..n thanks all of ya for ur wishes especially lou tou,chin yew...n thanks to chin yew for being there for me during the nights to give me study tips n to cheer me up when i was down..love ya all..

*will upload pics when free..after next week sin la ya..taa!

Marshmellow i [heart] eu!yes i do!!

konnichiwa!~came back from leisure mall's mini toon with a gigantic smile on my face grinnin like an idiot..why?can u guess whats in the bag?????!!!
guess no further cause i came up with the whole bag of it itself with my super doggy senses n teeth..^^

MARSHMELLOWS!!!
heaven......cute coloured ones too to make me swoon with happiness cause u all noe im a sucker for cute things aite?

cant wait to sink my teeth into em'!

i[heart] marshmellows i really do!xoxo

Elfin Punk?more like a new born Panda!!!

MY EYES!!!!!!!!ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!the horror!!!

Christian Fellowship in Skul!~

heya!the other day in skul i went for CHRISTIAN FELLOWSHIP for the mesyuarat agong n congrats to bear bear for becomin the SEXYTARY n kevin kang(bangtak)for becoming the vice president!may god bless u both for u to lead this fellowship!neways we had n activity next n it was to unscribe those words with the letters in symbols..

looks hard eh?but was kinda nice n reminded me of egypt somehow..the other day mouse mouse came to join us as well n the cute feller was nearly dyin doing this..n guess what?

me m number 1 to finish! =) heee!~i [heart]myself..

CNY outing with my old besties!~

heya!the next outing was with my old besties at times square n sungei wang so heads up!

can u blive my silver flip flops gave up on me n broke loose that day?thank gawd i was in times square where flip flops are so easily available so i got myself a cute pair..i noe.my kaki manyak besar..oh well..next me n jarred went to watch INKHEART!me likey that movie n wen we came out...

AVIN's shoeshop had a lion dance troupe performin' so me n jarred had double shows to watch that day..

me n my always camera ready bear bear!~

my ji mui pui yee n i!

and guess hu turned up?my one n only ah gong kkm who ive missed so much no matter how much she irritates me sumtimes..yes..shes a girl(tb actually that screams like an ah poh)

so must take at least 2 pic with her kan?sumbody actin cool with her tb face.. ^^

my malay babe bestie Atiqah that can make a stranger a best fren in a minute..seriusly..

missed her so much in convent!!

see?always there to cam whore with me wan..so good bear..haha

daily routine for these 2..one usik hp,one must laugh like a dinosaur..hee~

met haziqah too! =) love these 2 to bitz

amanda n ah gong eating their crepes(curi curi ambik if not amanda dun wan ambik with me wan..so sui hor?)

me n ah gong eating ice cream at sungei wang!see?amanda was eating ice cream too but she forever wan to hide from the camera n not camwhore with me..suen.i take her myself!

nya hah!gotcha!!!

then me n jarred went to spy on uncle choon at his shop..this guy's off to NS soon so im gonna miss eu uncle yun choon!come back soon!dont get stuck there kay?miss us!

CNY outfits for this year!~

annyong haseyo!check out my cny outfits this year[except for 2 i havent worn yet so no pics on those till i wear em'!]

first day of CNY was all pink seeing as i dun have a thang for red clothes..

lookie at the necklace!!bear bear got it for me for xmas n it matches my baju so perfectly..lurve it!my pink for chinese new year symbolises ang pau collecting so these were the handful i got on my first day of CNY!

remember this?wore this out on my outing with my skul besties!~i noe purple dun symbolise cny but hu cares?i like it..

cant get enuf of it with my pink nails too! ^^


and i[heart] this top!so full of hearts on it how not to love it kan?

my CNY outfit with my old besties to sungai wang..see?again the necklace(blue this time) by bear bear matches so beautifully..

what can i say?i [heart] myself! wee~

and okay i noe this isnt new but still emphasising on how the necklace matches!hehe