Monday, March 23, 2009

i am NOT happy..

haiya!
today was the day skewl reopened and yea i wasnt really excited as we science stream have to move to blok cemerlang back to that old,not to mention freakin HOT block just because the school suddenly remembered an incident in 2002 where some idiots from the back classes in the afternoon session were so impertinent the school had to place them in the front block for monitoring..like what the FUCHOK?it was 7 years ago n it was in AFTERNOON session!!!n now they're doing it to us even though nothing has happened yet..argh.i hate my school sometimes.like seriously..what are they doing??do they want us to slack?are they mainly going to prioritise gangsters who have no appreciation for education whereas we the so called murid harapan sekolah gets chucked to some lowya class cause we are supposedly mature n can be trusted with enough integrity not to mention we are after all 5SC1 n can take care of ourselves even if the teachers dont come up,we can cope n study by ourselves.*cue fist banging on table n me screaming WHAT THE FUCHOK again n again.cause yea that was what i did when i came home..i noe i noe.i m rather short on the patience thingy but i seriously cant stand these type of things that is so incredibly stupid.yes,im boldly saying the school is stupid n whoever idea it was to transfer the form 5ves science stream to that grimey old block is EXTREMELY STUPID!even nerdie cudnt really stop me from whining n grumbling the whole day after he tried to steered my attention to chocolate.hmph.n so yea i kinda took it out on the junior making my darlink junior copy all the jenis kesalahan during assembly this morning.mean i noe but its for his own good too i suppose as i want to fully train n prepare him for next year.cause other than this lil one the others i can just shake my head in dismay.so far only a few of my juniors have managed to impress me.others shock the heck out of me while others are just not interested in prefectorialship that i wonder why they even want to be one.so there.i am NOT a happy person today.even mr.lam who was laughing like old mr.tai fan shu in class wasnt really making me crack while he made fun of dear choon kit.nor even vain or nerdie hu stayed back with me today cud really make me forget how i have to put up with this crap for the remaining school year.sweaty n shirt drenched with sweat day by day n me losing my ''semangat'' to study day by day too.seriously.the school is destroying me here.yea yea.i noe.u guys out there will just be shaking ur head thinking uh oh!drama queen started again.but fine..i still need time to adjust.im a very sensitive to stimuli person n when i get moved around i need time.make that ALOT of time to readjust(more like let my heart be chilled n let my mind n eyes be blurred to forget the detriments n think bout how ''lovely'' it is up there.urgh.SCREW.)

1 comment:

  1. darn...i totally feel u dear..just remember everything happen for a reason...so...chil'....XOXO

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