hardly slept the night before as i was sobbing into my bolster again..i noticed i always seem to cry bout something the night before i go for driving.hope its not going to be a jinx or sth..
as for last night i just found out the cruel joke that i might not be able to take my degree in the college i wanted to after my a levels..yes.i noe.how emotional can i get right?but its true ive alredi set my heart out on that college.vowed to be the best among the rest there and grab the golden opportunity...
this morning mum came into my room to have a chat with me.she noticed the tissues on the floor,my puffy eyes and sat me down while comforting me.she said that now all i need to do was to focus n do my best for my a levels and get good results.by that time a year n a half later oni was i to contemplate bout this again.n she who disliked physics gave me a lecture on the newton law..
'What goes up must come down one day..'
she also asked me to do my constant prayer while reminding me not to give up faith so easily..n there i was calling jarred a quitter the other day..yet i realised i myself am being a quitter n in an even more critical situation.a quitter in god.in Jesus Christ whom i live for..
anyway guess who called in the morning????
darling boyfren surprised me with a morning call to wish me good luck for my undang exam..=) cheered me up instantly listening to his morning blur blur voice..**sigh.i miss that fellow alot..hopefully i'll get his good news tomoro in seeing him for that few hours.and bet on it i wont let him go the whole day!!aik!~i love you sweetie!
my undang books in which i studied tho i slept most of the time..sigh.last minute study pun boleh..
so how did it go ah???
ahemx..my official slip...cant see ma??
heee!!!! 49/50 and thats a guaranteed PASS for my L LICENSE baby!!!!!yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
xoxo
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